A really Happy Birthday ^^

Back to cyber in the evening...

Finally I'm able to upload some pics for my birthday!!
Not much and not really nice, but it's memorable enough for me =]
This is the first time 3 of us celebrating together, that's why it's memorable (^.^)

Our birthday cake :)





Together we blew the candles, together we cut the cake :)


My brother and cousin's present :)

(Wasn't captured on my birthday but hers ^^)
Muahaha!! Me likey my moustache and she likes her "Fok" XD
Thanks to those creative artists :)
~Forever friends~

PS: Glad that we made it up on that special day. Thanks to the wish.
Hopefully what happened in the past won't reappear.
Giving people a second chance to restart isn't as hard as I thought.
It's just depends you want to make the first step or not and if you're willing to let go of the past.
Thanks for stepping out the first step :)

Happy birthday to Calvin too!!
All the best in your life!!
Hope you and Cecilia last forever :)

Happy Burfday!! :)

Muahaha!!
Many people's birthday fall on today!!
Happy happy day!!

FIRSTLY
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to Ken Vin (my not-so-grown up cousin XD)
Happy birthday to you!!!

Good luck in your SPM yea!!!
~Stay healthy~


SECONDLY
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to Theng Lee (my silly brother :D)
Happy birthday to you!!!

Study well and take care!!!

Big day!! =]

Happy birthday EeTeen!!!

Sorry for making you down but still hope you enjoy the day. :)
No matter what happen, I'm still glad and thank God that I have a bestie like you.
From the start, you are with me.
And till today, you are still my next to me.
How much I cherish this freindship is indescribable..
No matter how, I still hope we can be bestie forever ^^
Love you, now and always :) ~XoXo~

Cupcakes for you :)
*Sorry, wasn't able to get you a present. Maybe a belated one? Hurm.. :)*

That's what friends are for

A song for my besties out there :)

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try to feel
The way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well, you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

Whoa, and then for the times when we're apart
Well, then close your eyes and know
These words are comin' from my heart
And then if you can remember, oh

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times, in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Oh, that's what friends are for

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, oh, for sure
Cause I tell you that's what friends are for
For good times and for bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Failure.

I thought I can make it done before the due date.
I thought I can finish it within 4 days.
I thought it can't be any tougher.
I thought it will be just like the previous 2 assignments.
But, it's all what I THOUGHT.

I overestimated myself.
I actually ain'that smart, this is the first time I feel myself so useless and felt so helpless.
Sitting in front of the computer, starring at the bunch of codes with bugs, I felt so helpless.
I know what's wrong with it, but I don't know how to debug.
The nearer I am to the due date, feeling of fear, helpless, insecurity flooded.
Tears ran down on my face.
I never thought I would ever hand up an incomplete assignment.

Due date is 8th September, 9.00 a.m.
Until 8.41 a.m., it's hopeless. I mailed the most complete one among what I did in this 4 days to the tutor.
Out of 15%, think might only get 4-5% as the program still has a few unsolved problems.

I feel so sorry to my groupmate. I was the one saying to handle this assignment.
But I failed it.
Sorry.
I feel so sorry to my parents who have high hope on me, they think I'll be able to make it.
But this time, I couldn't.
Sorry.

Anyway, I still wanna thank Ding for teaching me so much.
Without you, I won't be able to start the coding and even the whole assignment.
Thanks a lot. I owe you a big time :)

I promised myself, I won't fail any subjects in this 4 years and I did it in the previous year, but starting from this semester, I'm not sure anymore.

Today, only I realize how useless and lazy am I.
No one is stupid, it's just that they are not hardworking enough.
Yes, it's true. I'm not hardworking enough.
I need to help myself.

Lucky me. Lucky me not.

I always say that I'm lucky to have my family who love me so much, friends who support me, and I really do appreciate what I have. :)
Each and everyday, I tell myself, I forgive and forget what people did to me, I cherish what's in my hand.
Smile of you guys, jokes and concerns lightened up my days.
Thanks guys.
Although lucky days might end, but it's ok. :D

I won't ruin this with my own hands.
Change yourself to be a better person but not for the sake of me wanting you to change.
Have you ever think about this before?
No I guess.
A person can't accept what people say about them is helpless. No point of talking about it anymore. Told once, nothing's change, that's all.
Until today, I still hold it in my hands, trying to let you understand how I feel when you do this.
Nothing can't be said between friends.

Might feel this is harsh and hurtful, but, have you ever do this before?