Now only I post up the wish!!
haha!!
Cuz I was busy ever since the 24th.
Got no time to blog at all!!
And I missed the chance to wish Jaejoong who was birthday on 26th of January!!
So, at here, I wanna wish all of my friends
Happy Chinese New Year!!!
and, Jaejoong
Happy Belated Birthday!!
"Dear Mom" by Girls' Generation.
I cried after listening to it.
The lyrics in the song are so true. It is my story.
Ever since I left my home and went to KL, I realized that I'm actually not that strong as I thought.
I still need my mom and my dad guidance, I'm still their little girl.
I ain't strong enough to face the world outside and handle everything by myself.
Previously, no matter how tough it is, everyday, once I'm back home, everything is fine.
But now, no matter how tough it is, I need to carry on by myself.
After facing all these up & down in my first year of Uni's life, I realize that living alone outside isn't an easy thing.
I need to be stronger.
Mummy, daddy, I'm a 19 years old girl now.
I won't let you all worry of my anymore.
I'll be matured and be strong.
I'll concentrate on my studies and don't think of any other than that.
Don't worry, your little girl will no longer a little girl, I'm growing up.
So, don't worry of me staying alone out there anymore.
난할수있어
Ps: I've upload "Dear Mom" and its lyrics in my bloggie here. Read along the lyrics when you are listening to the song.
5555~
I hurt my back yesterday night.
It's so pain right now!
Can't bend to front.
So pain.
And yesterday night can't sleep cuz it's so pain. I can't move or turn cuz afraid that would get more severe.
Just now went to see the doctor and get some medicine.
Hopefully can recover before this Saturday's exam.
PS:
SoEePoTeen, Thanks for taking care of me. And sorry if I treated you badly yesterday. I was just so not in the mood cuz of the stupid back. Muaks! Love yea.^^
*Why people always can't understand me?
I care about her, but she said I forgot about her.
Just thought that she dislike the rice and might not want to order that, and so I didn't ask her when we were ordering.
But end up she said forgotten her.
I tried so hard to maintain this friendship, but just a word of her, everything turns nothing.
I know she's moving away, and so we may be harder to gather, so, tried to ask her our for dinner.
At first she says ok, but after that she told me that she ate already.
We agreed to move out together, but that day she told me that she's moving to her another friends' house. She dislike that girl but she can still live together with her?
Said don't want to go class alone, but you can still somehow meet up with them at a place and walk to class together.
YOU NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH I WEIGHT YOU IN MY HEART AND HOW I FEEL WHEN YOU SAID YOU ARE NOT MOVING TOGETHER WITH ME. I'M SORRY.
*You message her but not me. It's not the first time already. I don't want to compare about it, but sorry, I can't. Because I care about you so much. The more I care, the more hurt I get. You never message me, it's always only me, the one who is messaging you. And tell you what, I'M VERY FED UP WITH IT ALREADY.
OK, FINE, DON'T WANT JUST FORGET ABOUT IT. I WHERE TO I STAND IN YOUR HEART. I WON'T DISTURB YOU ANYMORE.
*Whenever my friends have problems, I can consider as the one who always be with them.
But seems like no one understand what I want and how I feel. I'm always be the lonely one. Whenever I have problems, no one will turn up. I always keep it to myself. Yeah, I always act silly and funny is just because I have no confidence with myself. I do need people's care, but no one ever care about me. Maybe I should just close and lock my heart up. Mum, I'll be back soon. I want to see you so much, Yiu are always the best for me. Because you never left me alone.
We were friends ever since the first day we met in this uni.
But, until today only I know that you are actually have feelings on our friendships too.
All the while, to me, you are just a kid.
I treated you like my sister.
But tonight, I realize that I'm wrong.
You are not a kid.
You just hide up all your feelings.
I'm sorry, so sorry.
I never thought you will feel this way too.
I thought you don't mind.
It's actually you keep it to yourself.
Actually, sometimes I really don't know how to communicate with you.
I mean, when I say you don't understand, when you say I don't understand.
But, I'm gonna figure a way out for us.
I believe we can be best friends again.
So sorry.
It's not that we left out you on purpose, just that, somehow, we thought you might not understand, and so we didn't tell you.
But now, I know, you do understand.
Next time I'll let you know.
Honestly, I don't really agree to see you always stick with your sister.
Yeah, I know, she's your only sister and also only siblings in MMU.
And you 2 are very very close.
But somehow when you are in uni, you have your own friends.
And you need time for them.
You can stick with your sister as you like when your friends aren't around.
But when your friends are here, you should grab the chance to be with them right?
Because you can't always be with them.
They aren't like your sister, at home still may have the time to stick together.
Sometimes, we are fed up with it.
We don't want to carry it up because we think it's fine, because she's your sister.
But since you mentioned about it, I'll say it out.
I hope after tonight, we'll have a new start.
We'll get closer and closer.
Now I understand you.
This time, I really do.
You opened you heart to me, and I'll let you stay in my heart too.
Love you~
Muaks^^
PS: I knew this from the conversation between you and ET, hope you don't mind I interrupt.
Just came back from FCM with my friend.
She wanted to meet our English lecturer, so I accompany her there..
On the way back, when we are passing by our hostel's carpark, we saw a lady was peeing at there.
And unfortunately, we saw her butt.
I nearly vomit my breakfast out.
So gross!!
Doesn't she knows that it's very grose!!
Doesn't she felt ashamed or embarrass?
Oh my gosh..
Can't believe she did it.
I think she's a little of mentally disorder..
And I don't know whether the students who were eating at the hb canteen next to the carpark saw that or not.
If do, then pity them, have no more appetite...
Happy New Year!!
Happy 2009!!
Time's flying.
So fast we reach 2009.
2008 is a very busy and kinda unlucky year for me.
But, never mind, everything is now over!!
Brand New Year
Brand new start!!
Everything thing will be fine and nice!!
All the best to my friends and family!!
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