I know I am not good enough.
I am not determine enough.
But I'm trying to.
There're many things in my heart which I don't know how to express in words to both of you.
I know you love me and worry of me.
My break is for me to relax, not to tired myself.
Sorry for making you feel sad and angry.
I felt hurt when you said that. It sounds like I'm so useless.
But what can I do?
I can't fight back and I don't know how to tell you what I'm feeling.
All I can do is just crying without letting you know.
I'm sorry.