When We Fall

When we did something but failed, of course we will naturally find something to blame on in order to make ourselves feel better. Not all of them do, but most of them i guess?

But sometimes, there are situations where noone can be blamed.

Things just happen like this.

Or if to blame, all the parties involve would be then?

Blame the person who did this?

Blame the one who made the person to let this happen?

Or blame the people around for supporting, giving courages?

Sounds unreasonable right?

In this case, we can really blame noone.

Guess it just fated to happen.

Or blame on God?

Guess HE let this happen, of course HE has his own reason.

The effect of the incident happened might not be seen in no time, but maybe bit by bit it affects us. In a good way or bad? We don't know. But, we hope its good.

There are too many possibilities that cause things happen and too many types of ending we might get. We never know what its gonna be like.

And if we never take the first step, then we'll never know the ending, we'll forever trap ourselves in our own imagination and curiosity.

But most of the time, we don't get the ending we imagine it to be.

Anyway, we tried for ourselves isn't?

At least, we took the initiative to move one step further, to look at how it is.

Just like when watching a movie, sad or happy are the feelings we have after we see the ending. Sometimes we might have a mix feelings too.

But anyhow, its just a feelings after all.

At first, it's like so hard to adapt with, so hard to accept. As time goes by, the feelings will be not as strong as before, it starts to fade. And that's when you yourself start to go back to the original you.

Some people take the feelings seriously, so they need more time to adapt with it and send it away. Some people adapt fast, let it go fast. Depends.

What about the things we need to tidy up after that?

Of course, you might need people you to give you a hand. You might not.

Since when there's nooone's fault, it's not a mess.

At the moment, when things are still fresh, you might feel its so terrible till feeling like running away from this world and hide yourself up. But when you come to think about it, it's just a life process, it happens to let you grow and improve to be a better person.

Yes, it might hurts you at the moment, but sooner or later, you might thank it in return. :)

Not a mess but a maze instead, you're trap in it, can't see the road in front. You can only walk depends on your feelings. You might spend some time on it, meeting the dead ends, but once you slowly figure out the way, one day, you'll find the exit.

But how long that's gonna take? Depends.

Just remember, don't make yourself walk backwards to the entrance. When you feel that you are walking back towards the entrance, grab your friends' hand, let them help you.

That's what friends are for.

To get you out of the maze or figure it out together with you. :)

After a period of time, when you walked out from the maze, and look back, it's actually not that hard thou. You've walk over it after all.

Things are actually simple, as long as you have the willpower to let yourself walk out from the maze.

Not fairytales, not imagination, not crapping but its the willpower that somehow makes miracle happen.

PS: It's 2 in the morning. It just came into my mind out of nowhere. Just ignore this if you disagree :)