I'm sure it will be hurtful if I say it out.
And I can't keep it to myself, I feel very san foo.
That's why I'm telling her.
If you heard about that, then you should heard I said, it's ok, I can still take it too.
I don't want to always quarrel or point out the mistake each and everytime because I know that I did mistakes too and you also forgive and forget.
As long as it's not that big deal, I'll just say it out to my close friend yet forget about it.
Not talking bad about you behind you, I just need someone to listen to me.
She is my close friend, so do you, but I can't tell you, so I tell her.
Since you heard about it, think need not me to say it again.
I really don't want to.
And just tell me what that you can't stand of me.
I'll listen and think about it.
I know everyone did something for a reason.
If you not gonna tell me, I won't understand and will continue misjudge you in this way.
So just let me know.
I really don't like to be in this kind of situation.
I want my friends to feel free to tell me whatever they want to.
As I posted in MSN, I'm a good listener, but ain't a good speaker.
I don't know how to express myself.
~XoXo~
I know everyone have their own personality and attitude and I know we need be understanding and also tolerate.
But sometimes it's really hard to understand and tolerate, especially when they did something which is too much or too hard to be understood/accept.
People who are selfish, always think only for themselves. Theirs are important but others are shit. Not worth. Their thoughts must be respect and accept, but others are just nonsense. Theirs words must be heard but others are just like bullshit.
Yeah, people living in this world are all selfish, but not to that extend.
People with that kind of suck attitudes we call them "PRINCESS/PRINCE sickness".
People who leave their friends alone when they have new friends. When they find new friends or friends who have SOMETHING in common, they can't remember who support them through their ups and downs anymore. They are like lost their memory about that and only see those who are in front of them. Stick to them 24/7, what they say are also reasonable, correct. "Shoe brushing" This kind of people, they don't deserve anything form anyone. Never remember good deeds that people did for them. Never appreciate.
People who FAKE all the time. Their friend won't know what he/she's planning to do You'll get shocked with what they did or how is their relationship lives when you know about it. Who knows what they DID behind you. They may poke you with a knife on your back at anytime. And that time only you realize that they are this kinda people. Duo face people, change their opinion once people around them go against them without thinking the reason. They always lost their direction and own point of view in this kinda situation.
People who never trust their friend. Think that their friend will use them, will betray them. Blame people around them about their OWN mistakes. That is so stupid. Think of what kind of benefits you might offer people in order to attract them to use you before you judge they are using you. Don't think yourself as so important. Not anymore.
I ain't a perfect person too, but at least the 4 things of the above are what I didn't do until today.
If you want to make friends with people around you, those are the things that you must throw away firstly.
Sometimes, I close my eyes, close my ears.
Understand, accept, tolerate.
We won't know what's gonna happen next.
Cherish your everyday and everyone around you.
Stop complaining.
Think of what you own right now, they are the gifts for what you did previously.
PS: We are always together, but sometimes I feel that we ain't that close actually. Barrier between us maybe? Or it hasn't invite them in?
Dislike:
People who actions and words are different.
People who don't study.
People who is rude.
People who has no manner at all.
People who dumb theirs friends alone.
People who think only for himself/herself.
People who is self centered.
People who is duo faces.
People who eat back their words.
People who don't appreciate what they have and keep complaining.
People who is stingy.
I've seen all different kind of people in this 19 years and I really can't accept those attitude.
Hey, I'm a human too ok!!!
I will not hate anyone. Just DISLIKE.
Wheee~!
Another happy day!!
Were hanging out with FGG again at Midvalley.
We had Carls Jr. for lunchie~
This is my first time trying Carls Jr., it's so filling and nice!!
Yum yum!!!
Then shop around in the mall playing around..
There were a few CUTE MONSTERS in the mall...
Although I'm freaking tired, but it's bloody fun!! XD
Jokes, problem free, laughter, that's what you get when FGG is in the house yo!!
XD
FGG got another new meaning --> FOREVER GUT GENERATION! ( created by Rica and Ding) ^^
Gut 7
Gut 6
Gut 3, look here.. Not there~!
Gut 5's good looking side face ^^
Gut 9. The thingy in his hand is so slurp slurp~!
The first Melmon in the world who eats Carls. Jr.~ Yum yum!!
The not-so-peace one showing peace~ XD
Hurm.. See~ We have the tacit!! ^^
FGG: Missing 1..
Mana pergi dah?? Holding the camera~~
The 3 of us!!
This is our Ji mui~ 
I love this photo so much~!
Gut 3 is cool!! XD
Gut 3:" Looks like a nerd with a so po. XD"
Hurm.. Kinda, but still I love this one too!!
You 2 are photogenic~
Envious... ^^
Alrgiht, I look so short in this pic...
While trying our FGG Tee, the photographer just can't let his Nikon take a rest..
FGG after buying the Tees~! Should've asked someone else to capture for us so that Yappy can be in the photo >.<
Do re mi fa so!!
The sleeping teddy in lovely lace.. Hopefully photographer's "gak chak" doesn't wake it up ^^
Love this bear!!
Carls Jr.'s starry starry night~
This is the doubled-size burger.... 
This is mine!! Yum yum!!
Gut 3's set~ Another doubled-size one...
Finally, I've made up to Yuen steamboat!!! wheee~!
The chicken wing is really really awesome~!!
There were like 12 of us including our Korean teacher ^^
We went there after class at 6...
The steamboat also very nice!!
Everyone was full till can't move d.. XD
산셍님 also like it, she says it's nice!!
Hurm....
All of us had fun.
That was the first time I saw John talked so much~ ehehee ^^
Rachel, EeTeen, Me and 산셍님. Cheese~!
They 2 love that "lai liu ha" so muchie XD
Grabbing the super duper yummu chicken wings.
Ian got the least. He is too si man d~ XD
While waiting for Andy them to come, "gak chak!!" XD
Ding, what's with the 3 fingers there??
Ian, Andy's friend, Ding, Andy - Busying eating~
Camwhore ^^
Guthrie's blurp blurp~ The curly ones ^^
The "lai liu ha" pee on EeTeen's face!!
NYC, John, don't shy shy~~
See Ian's hamster eating ^^
PS: Next!! Genting!! 가자!!
Have been doing the C++ thingy for the whole day..
It's time to relax and so decided to update my bloggie...
A little emo these few days, think it's PMS.
Hate to be emo..
But in general, things are so much better, I can see myself laughing but not worrying (Although I don't really know how to do my programming). XD
FGG are getting closer, but don't know how long can it lasts or it will last.
In just 2 or 3 weeks time, we are so close.
Is it good or bad?
Usually it's not really good right?
Still, hope it's good.
But there's one thing funny about us, our discussion will never end up a thing, cuz there are always distractions.
Ian like to be BI and merajuk XD
Ken always pop out new thing and distract everyone from the topic. XD
Guthrie always go capture **** pics, so reply late. XD
Et always kacau along with Ken.
Rachel and I always easily get distracted. XD
Whenever 5 of us get together, our topics and laughter will never end.
FGG?
FOREVER GOOD GANG
How the name comes from?
Only we ourselves know...
All of us do hope that we'll last FOREVER, so I'm praying hard to GOD.
PS: Until today, whenever I see the shit pic in my FB photos page, still feel like vomiting. Guthrie, it's really gross la....
I'm trying hard not to mind about it.
But seriously, I got annoyed by you.
And I really have the feelings that you are using me.
You'll only come to me whenever you have problems or you need to know about something.
HEY! I ain't a mobile information center OK?!
Don't know what are you emo-ing about these days.
And you really need to walk out from your own world, make more friends.
I know you have them already, but you really to be more confident to yourself.
You need to widen your circle of friends.
Wanted to help you, but seems like you don't want.
So, up to you.
Hurm....
Seems like everyone's birthday is already pass.
This means that, it's time for mine!!
XD
Wondering what will I have this year...
Most probably no celebration cuz it's week 14, everyone has went back. T.T
Not sure if I', free for family's Genting or not, if can, will be celebrating at there with my brother and another cousin and this is the first time 3 of us celebrate together.... ^^
Else.... T.T
Imma in love with Big Bang's Sunset Glow!!
This song really cheers me up!!
TOP is so cool!!
Love to see him smiling.
Hopefully sung sae nim can make it on 25th and 26th, then we can go Genting together!!
Wheee~!
Introducing the FGG~!
Candid by Guthrie ^^
Guthrie's Nikon is awesome! & Et's editing skills is so cool!
Too bad, Ian wasn't there that time T.T
Another candid by Guthrie in campus.
Ian was walking with him that's why he wasn't in the pic.
Btw, they 2 were tagged as the tiang lampu XD
Yesterday, I wasn't in a good mood.
The main reason is I didn't had enough sleep, cuz we went for Transformers 2 at 12.30.
When the show ends was like 3 something already, and I slept like around 4.
Then the next morning class was at 9..
Luckily, ended at 2, still can come back and continue my dream~
hehe
Anyway, Transformers 2 is awesome!!
Love the way they create the animation, that's so cool.
There's another bothering me.
That foolish fellow.
Don't know what he is thinking.
Go offline for so many days, delete his own FB account (I guess) and went emo again.
No reply in MSN, no reply in SMS.
He isn't matured enough to handle his own life.
And now, I understand why is his personality like this.
So, not angry, don't blame, won't thinking too much, I'll try my best to help him.
He needs to improve a lot.
Once again, I UNDERSTAND.
And this does makes me feel much better.
Being understanding is the way to make your life easier and better.
PS: Sorry to my friends who I had showed me BLACK face to. Haha Mianheyo~