For the people out there who feels exhausted and tired of this realistic, cruel world.
SMILE people :)
Your smile brightens our day! :)
That's is what I wish to let people feel when they are with me.
I always hope people are relax when they are with me, guess everyone hope so.
But sometimes, to certain person, I'm not I guess?
Of course, you can't make everyone comfy with you, but I hope most of the people.
I always wish that people will tell me whatever shit he/she that's is in their mind.
I don't mind listening to anything, even lame or boring littles stuffs. I love that =D
For me, it does mean something anyway. Listen more and you know more.
However, there are times, I know, I do ask too much.
Yes, I care that's why I ask a lot.
And I realize, it bothers that person. Not everyone likes to be asked.
When your care has become a burden to that person, isn't it means that you should stop being like that and let him/her be?
Just be a good audience when they want to tell.
But but, I'll worry, worry that they'll trap themselves and was blinded by stuffs in front of them.
And at the same time, I know, noone knows the feelings better than themselves.
In the end, I'll like,
"What the heck are you doing Erica, you're putting more weight on his/her shoulders. That's not what you want. It's time to zip your mouth."
Yeap, currently, I'm learning not to force people to tell things unless they really HAVE to or they WANT to.
I'm controlling myself.
I don't want to burden people. That's pathetic.
PS: A reminder for myself, never be a burden to anyone. :)
Just back from "Ice Kacang Puppy Love".
It's a Malaysian movie, casted by all local artists.
A very nice movie, thou the ending doesn't appear to be what I've expected.
It's still worth watching.
The scenes in the movie were nicely captured, the angle is just right, and effect was so Malaysia feel.
Feeling a bit confuse now. Having thoughts about the movie.
She almost told him, he almost gave it to her, but they missed it.
Are they really not meant to be?
If he gave or she told, things will turn out totally different.
He and She, who actually have feelings towards each other, saying Goodbye to each other, it's torturing.
How I wish they turn out to be a sweet and happy couple, but no, they didn't.
Sometimes, a decision might just turn everything upside down.
Anyway, i salute the sister, confess to her dream guy, thou she was rejected.
PS: Yes, you're right.We won't know when is the right time. We'll only know it's the wrong timing after we missed it.
Got this from Malcolm's blog =D LOL!! XD- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America .MARIA: Here it is. TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America ? CLASS: Maria. TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor? JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables. TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?' GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L' TEACHER: No, that's wrong GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it. TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water? DONALD: H I J K L M N O. TEACHER: What are you talking about? DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O. TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago. WINNIE: Me! TEACHER: Glen, why do you always get so dirty? GLEN: Well, I'm a lot closer to the ground than you are.
TEACHER: Millie, give me a sentence starting with ' I. '
MILLIE: I is...
TEACHER: No, Millie..... Always say, 'I am.'
MILLIE: All right... 'I am the ninth letter of the alphabet.'
TEACHER: George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree, but also admitted it. Now, Louie, do you know why his father didn't punish him?
LOUIS: Because George still had the axe in his hand...
TEACHER: Now, Simon, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before eating?
SIMON: No sir, I don't have to, my Mom is a good cook.
TEACHER: Clyde , your composition on 'My Dog' is exactly the same as your brother's. Did you copy his?
CLYDE : No, sir. It's the same dog.
TEACHER: Harold, what do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?
HAROLD: A teacher
Today went Midvalley's World of Pets, and guess what?
I saw this cute awesome little thingy!!
LOPEAR RABBIT!
They were so cute!
Argh!!
Feel like buying one back, but.. but.. but..
I'm on budget :(
I want to bring it back home, but... but..
My pocket is empty :(
They look a bit like dog, but their ear are so cute, can turn 360 degrees :)
Awesome, cute and lovely! =D
Gut, when move to our new house, let's get this! :P
Don't care Ian! :P
The pet shop doesn't allow customers to take pics, so these are pics I got from Mr.Google. :)
PS: Aren't they cute and friendly? =D
When we did something but failed, of course we will naturally find something to blame on in order to make ourselves feel better. Not all of them do, but most of them i guess?
But sometimes, there are situations where noone can be blamed.
Things just happen like this.
Or if to blame, all the parties involve would be then?
Blame the person who did this?
Blame the one who made the person to let this happen?
Or blame the people around for supporting, giving courages?
Sounds unreasonable right?
In this case, we can really blame noone.
Guess it just fated to happen.
Or blame on God?
Guess HE let this happen, of course HE has his own reason.
The effect of the incident happened might not be seen in no time, but maybe bit by bit it affects us. In a good way or bad? We don't know. But, we hope its good.
There are too many possibilities that cause things happen and too many types of ending we might get. We never know what its gonna be like.
And if we never take the first step, then we'll never know the ending, we'll forever trap ourselves in our own imagination and curiosity.
But most of the time, we don't get the ending we imagine it to be.
Anyway, we tried for ourselves isn't?
At least, we took the initiative to move one step further, to look at how it is.
Just like when watching a movie, sad or happy are the feelings we have after we see the ending. Sometimes we might have a mix feelings too.
But anyhow, its just a feelings after all.
At first, it's like so hard to adapt with, so hard to accept. As time goes by, the feelings will be not as strong as before, it starts to fade. And that's when you yourself start to go back to the original you.
Some people take the feelings seriously, so they need more time to adapt with it and send it away. Some people adapt fast, let it go fast. Depends.
What about the things we need to tidy up after that?
Of course, you might need people you to give you a hand. You might not.
Since when there's nooone's fault, it's not a mess.
At the moment, when things are still fresh, you might feel its so terrible till feeling like running away from this world and hide yourself up. But when you come to think about it, it's just a life process, it happens to let you grow and improve to be a better person.
Yes, it might hurts you at the moment, but sooner or later, you might thank it in return. :)
Not a mess but a maze instead, you're trap in it, can't see the road in front. You can only walk depends on your feelings. You might spend some time on it, meeting the dead ends, but once you slowly figure out the way, one day, you'll find the exit.
But how long that's gonna take? Depends.
Just remember, don't make yourself walk backwards to the entrance. When you feel that you are walking back towards the entrance, grab your friends' hand, let them help you.
That's what friends are for.
To get you out of the maze or figure it out together with you. :)
After a period of time, when you walked out from the maze, and look back, it's actually not that hard thou. You've walk over it after all.
Things are actually simple, as long as you have the willpower to let yourself walk out from the maze.
Not fairytales, not imagination, not crapping but its the willpower that somehow makes miracle happen.
PS: It's 2 in the morning. It just came into my mind out of nowhere. Just ignore this if you disagree :)
PS: Wanted to upload photos, but too bad, connection sucks. Try next time. Anyway, don't cry! :)
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